There's no way to know what might have been.

Sure I think about you now and then
But it's been a long, long time
I've got a good life now, and I've moved on
So when you cross my mind...

 

Like you did this weekend. I saw how you recovered - and think about
what might have been,
but there's no way to know
what might have been.

I can walk, I can talk but you lay there, stripped bare..And I try not to think
what might have been.

I had the strength to pull through, return to myself..but then there's you. You're not the same, but who's to blame - How did I get this far? You can't even stand at the bar. And I look and you, and try not to think..
what might have been.

We're two parallels, though we walked a similar path. I was so lucky to get here, and now I shed a tear - I look at you and think,
what might have been.

But we're both so strong, neither of us wrong. With a smile on our face, continuing life at fast pace. But it's hard not to think -
what might have been.

So try not to think about
what might have been
Cause that was then
And we have taken different roads
We can't go back again
There's no use giving in
And theres no way to know

What might have been.

Lyrics from Lonestar - What Might Have Been.

This is like a Flashback...

*Red Alert* Flashback *Red Alert

This is like a flashback,
This is like a bad dream,
This is like all the things you can fit inside a memory - Scary.


Building up. uP. UP.                          Not again.                            Please.


This is like a flashback
Flashback.
This is like a flashback
Flashback.

The same familiar sign.  The same familiar pain. One side of my face - burning. Burning. I can't, I can't go back to that place.  I've got so much to live for, oppurtunities to fulfil. Don't take it away from me again?

Why didn't I realize I was fighting for my life?
Woaaaah, Woaaaah!
Why can't I realize I was fighting for my life?
Woaaaah, Woaaaah!

I'm not sure I could fight this fight. I'm not sure I could go back to that place. I'm not sure I could lose my independance again. I'm not sure I could handle the looks, the stares.

This is like a flashback
Flashback.
This is like a flashback
Flashback.

Today, I thought I was returning to that place. Returning to those same four walls, that dreaded distinctive smell. It was a scare - boy I'm glad it didn't take me there.

I'm coming round and now my vision is so clear,
If I could change my state of mind, then I would disappear
The dread I get from you is something I can't chance,
And I guess you won't slip away, without a second glance.

God is good. Keep me in this 'paradise' ?

This is like a flashback
Flashback.
This is like a flashback
Flashback.

I'm coming round and now my vision is so clear,
I'm glad this flashback - disappeared.

Edited Version of Calvin Harris - Flashback.

Now my Troubles, are going to have Troubles with ME!

I have heard there are troubles of more than one kind.
Some come from ahead and some come from behind.
But I’ve bought a big bat. I’m all ready you see.
Now my troubles are going to have troubles with me!
– Dr. Seuss

I Am

I am full of joy.
I wonder how long he will stay that way.
I hear his giggles brighten the stars.
I see his smile shine like the sun.
I want to capture this moment forever.
I am full of joy.

I pretend to be a child again.
I feel my body tingling like popping candy.
I touch the love he projects.
I worry he will grow up too fast.
I cry because I will miss him growing.
I am full of joy.

I understand this moment won't last forever.
I say his smiling his infectious.
I dream that his single smile could travel around the earth.
I try to capture this moment in my mind.
I hope we remember this moment forever.
I am full of joy.

Keep Holding On

You're not alone, together we stand
I'll be by your side,
you know I'll take your hand.
When it gets cold and it feels like the end
There's no place to go,
you know I won't give in
No, I won't give in

You're always there to walk with me,
You're always there to set me free.
You're always there to put a smile on my face,
You're always there - even at the end of the race.

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

You keep me strong,

When I've been fighting so long.

You keep me on my chair,

You're always there to sew my tear.

So far away, I wish you were here
Before it's too late this could all disappear
Before the door's closed and it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah

I wish you were here to hold me up,
To wipe my tears when my face looks rough.
But that doesn't stop you from making me smile,
time after time, while after while.

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

At the end of the day...I'll make it through 'cause I've got you.

"Somewhere along the way, you may lose something you thought was important, but everything you need to fulfill you is inside you or right in front of your eyes. You just have to REACH. It won't often be easy, little angel, but it will always be a great adventure" EW

Take A Bow

Oh, How about a round of applause, Yeah
A standing ovation
Oooooo, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

 

Just 'cause I'm young - it don't mean I'm dumb.

I'm sick of yours lies, dropping like flies.

You're so sure of yourself, your confidence stealth.

But look at the job you done - yeah, good one.

 

Oh, And the award for
The best lie goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Out

 The verbal vomit that flows from your mouth is full of crap, now lets laugh at that!
You said you cared, you said you'd help - I trusted you with my baby, now look how its turned out.

 

And don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin'
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closin'
That was quite a show
Very entertainin'
But it's over now (But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow

You pass me on, you cut me off - you really are no first class boff.

If you're feeling unsure, don't just close your lousy door.

Speak to me first, don't just cut me off 'cause I'm gonna burst.

You put on quite a show - but you really should go,

your service is pants, it needs squishing like ants.

That was quite a show
Very entertainin'
But it's over now (But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow

 

I won this, fight - I got what I wanted. So love - please get on your bike.

Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word

Because...I'd rather have, one piece of paper with the word 'Sorry' on - than I would a box of chocolates, diamonds, or gold.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd

You made me miss one of the most precious moments in my life, yet you claim you're the victim.

It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

For you - Sorry seems to be the hardest word. I pray that you stop being indeniable, accept what you've done and let sorry slowly slip from your lips.

You mean alot to me - lets get it over with so we can move on. I've forgiven you so many times, but this time I'd like to hear sorry, I need you to admit it - I want to forgive you.

But for you...Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Friends Are The Most Important Ingredient In This Recipe Of Life.

Life is what you make it.

Life is what you make it,
So let’s make it fun,
Push those clouds away,
Hey hey, today’s your day,

And I’m telling you that
Life is what you make it,
So let’s make it shine,
You can make your way,
Hey hey, today’s
Everything you want it to be

I gave up facebook for lent.

13 days until I can reconnect with facebook.

Wow - It has been a hard and mean feat. Something that did not necessarily start with the intention of being my sacrifice for lent, but I am so glad I done it!

Why?

Lent is...being a stronger person, and adopting self-control. No, means no.
Lent is...being focused on priorities.
Lent is...a way of breaking down procrastination - Oh boy, I used to do that alot.
Lent is...allowing me to empathise with those who are suffering in this life, and not necessarily of the catholic kind.
Lent is...allowing me to make, and keep more friends and be freed from the bullying and suffering of facebook.
Lent is...giving me oppurtunities that I could have been blinded by through the facebook addiction.


"Celebrate good times - come on!"

Live Today Like It's Your Last Night.

Say my name like it's the last time,
Live today like its your last night,
We want to cry but we know its alright,
Cause I'm with you and your with me.

Butterflies, butterflies..we were meant to fly,
You and I, you and I..colours in the sky,
We could rule the world someday, somehow but we'll never be as bright as we are now.

We're standing in a light that won't fade,
Tomorrow's coming but this won't change,
Cause some days stay gold forever.

The memory of being here with you,
Is one im gonna take my life through,
Cause some days stay gold forever.